I have started down a path
of which I do not know
the destination
if I do this
it leads to that
choosing an alternate route
also leads to that
so
I am no further ahead
am I
or perhaps
that
is where
I am meant to be!
I have started down a path
of which I do not know
the destination
if I do this
it leads to that
choosing an alternate route
also leads to that
so
I am no further ahead
am I
or perhaps
that
is where
I am meant to be!
(photo credit: cruisewithmike.wordpress.com)
They came
in two and threes
slowly arriving for a weekend
of relaxation and rejuvenation
The excuse was to play cards
learn more strategy
become better players
A tradition started long ago
Reality:
reset rhythms
escape the hustle and worry
of everyday life
Duty and guilt
always make their appearance
Pipe up with reasons
why this time away
is self indulgent
a decadent treat to self
family suffers while moms are away
chores are left undone
commitments are not met
true, true and true
BUT
Time has shown
laughter
good food
wine
talking to the wee hours of the morning
staying in pjs all day if you want to
along with playing cards
is good for the soul
Friendships are reconnected and strengthened
rhythms are reset
revitalized
a weekend of self indulgence
proves to be an endowment
for the future
a gift of a better self
Self compassion peeks
tentatively
around a corner
aware of censor lurking
ready to pounce on any opportunity
Forming an unholy trinity
along with self judgment and perfection
this triad wields a hefty mallet
capable of quashing any forward progress
As compassion takes a chance
stepping into the limelight
the chase is on
Prudence and caution
dart in and out
with guilt and blame
they hunt
grace and tenderness
Hope and resilience join
to give compassion strength
together they soundly rise above
negative quibbles
They giggle with the realization
that censor is not the authoritative leader
it deliberately claims to be
Compassion’s gentle trio
add a breezy freshness to outlook
Sending censor, judgment and perfection
back to the shadows
void of their influence
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Page waits
anticipating touch
caress of pen
Pen arrives
BOLD strokes
forceful, powerful
a demanding petitioner
desiring full attention of page
Entangled disarray
left in aftermath
I saw a photo of you today
and delighted in your smile
until I looked carefully
I recognized this pleasant appearance
was not endorsed by you entirely
there was a sadness in your eyes
The white flag of surrender
was being flown
under the pretext of a happy expression
By looking closely
one could see
the unmistakable masquerade
of your melancholy
What has driven authenticity away
what troubles lay on your path
I wish I could cross
the barrier of the image
to help ease your sorrow
Restless feeling
aims at my mind
demanding attention
Ransom
for negligence
and lack of care
Indistinct emotions
buzz and crackle
like static on a two way radio
Message lost
in a reverberation of charged particles
scattering in all directions
A fuzzy, vague disquiet
disturbs the peace
a robber stealing
ability to placate a
stealthy infiltrator
This meddler must be
arrested
before more damage
can be done
Regain Balance
Restore Equilibrium
(photo credit: rogueverbumancer.com)
The shadow of the Crone
tainted my day
Her cloak trailed
reluctantly behind her
as she slowly crossed my path,
full of compassion
for those the shadow would touch
Messages of death
collided
in their haste to be announced first
I eyed the hag warily
ugly messenger delivering ugly messages
but she continued on her way
unfazed
oblivious
to the turmoil
her news brought to my life
We enter the world knowing
we must leave one day
but somehow in our pursuit of life
this knowledge is lost
we approach return passage
with trepidation
or fear
One of the calls
announced the departure
of my Godmother
not a fairy like Cinderella’s
but a beautiful woman who
wove magic
into memories
especially from my childhood
“Tonnie” was another graceful soul
in my life for the briefest moment
a treasured friend and cousin
of my mother in law
When we met
it was as though I belonged no where else
I feel fortunate to have known them
for this brief time
Their sudden entry and exit from my world
leaves me reeling
wondering about the ways of the netherworld
what deals have been made
and are exacted when we least expect
Crone recalling what was once hers
hag doing her dirty work
Life is truly
“the blink of an eye”
(picture credit: sitarsencat.com)
Alive street
brimming with people
Ants on anthill
Flurry of activity
sunshine and warm temperatures
lure people out of their homes
Half naked children
cavort in fountain
water arcs jumping hole to hole
slip effortlessly through grasping hands
to squeals of delight
Androgynous orator
long purple hair
tie dyed skirt
slender body
spews rapid fire rap verses
with deep male voice
crossed legged listeners
seated on soft green grass
rapt
Jugglers toss balls
dangle
dangerous looking knives
contortionists
squeeze
through string less tennis racquet
vie for attention of passersby
vie for opportunity to separate
observer and contents of their wallet
Festive atmosphere
brisk business
ice cream and gelato sales flourish
chocolate and vanilla stained faces of children
witness treats eaten
Above hustle and bustle
floats
ethereal sitar music
haunting melodies
images of orient
exotic far away regions
As the notes rise and fall
calmness is felt
in the heart
of the street side activity
Outdoors: air, wind, energy, flow, strength, movement, color, sound, freshness, invigorating, dynamic
Indoors: stationary, stale, stagnant, monotonous, achy, lulling, mind numbing, T.V., computer
Outdoors: calling, enticing, beckoning
Indoors: procrastinating
Time
Distance
Who is the fastest
Who has the most followers
Whose child rates highest
How many countries have you visited
What’s your production
What is the dividend
Who do you think you are
What makes you think your opinion counts more than mine
What’s the payoff
What’s in it for me